i hate how much i love you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQhi6ycqncw&feature=SeriesPlayList&p=0BD69368AB943C89
this guys rocks man! love the way he brings this songs bt just dun look at his face la. ;X
anyway it says my mood! hate how much i love this girl!

coward!

today i went st james... and i saw someone... she is CPR!
she saw me and smile and guess wad i do?
i turn my back and walk far away from where i am right away!
and without knowing y... such a coward!
y cant you just accept the fact!
y cant you just smile graciously back at her?!
i asked myself this.
such a childish guy i am!

i'm sorry

hi!
hmmm dunno wad to say bt just wanna say sorry...
when i saw u just now i did nt acknowledge it...
i dunno how to find the courage to smile back at you graciously...
i just turned away and walk away straight away without me noticing wad i am doing...
when i realise it i am standing at a corner alone...
then i moved to a place where most likely you wont walk pass de place...
stood there thinking y i walk away...
knowing it as my own fault to start and end with...

OH! got many things wanna ask you!
its all abt your family de...
firstly how's bel bel?
secondly is ah ma still healthy and all?
and wad abt aunty?

and tell ah ma i miss her and her cooking!(must rmb this hor!)

there are many things which i think its better for me to keep quiet for now...
will let you know again when i think its time...

its subject is cause i wanna apologise as i am still unable to think like an adult...
still a childish thinking...
thats all i wanna say...
take care
xiaoboon;X

boringness

today went to watch "Night @ the Museum2" nt a bad show la! ;D
then went supper with my cousin. after which i went out to roller blade on my own! so boring la! needa find someone to acc me liao...

Hot & Cold

yeah i am back to post once again for myself! ;X hmmm feeling hot and cold is nt a good thing ;(
The dreamy which i have been thinking has been Hot & cold to me which makes me very lost! sian la! only wish to know wad she is thinking abt me right now...

True or false?

I have been wondering if i am ready for a new relationship now... needa some motivation towards studies some more! for years i think i have always tot of this girl whom i call dreamy! i would text her almost everyday or so. really like her bt dunno how on earth did she feel abt me! lol! dumb question to ask also!

laziness!!!

DAMN! i really got to buck up liao man! year 3 liao still so lazy everytime say want to jia you wan to do work in the end all ended up in only talks... how can i change myself nt to be like this?! irritating me!

Fallen to pieces

I had a fall. therefore i try to get back up onto a different platform and when i thought i made some progress yet i stil fall back where it hurts most...